I Miss Who I Was Before I Knew the Risks

Life has got so serious! I miss being 17 when I lived now, thought later. I tend to get stuck in a cycle of overthinking, over planning and making myself take less risks. YES, its because I'm an adult with more at stake... I have a career, my sport and relationships to maintain but sometimes I miss the days were I didn't see the risk, I just saw FUN! Now I want to stop saying no because I'm disabled and vulnerable and start thinking how 17 year old Tegan would... yes because why not. #taki...